So, as I've said elsewhere... I bought so many CDs yesterday that the card company called me this morning to make sure that it was really me.
Then, also this morning I got some
more CDs in the mail. Now, the reason for me making a post is because of something included in
this bundle.
This:

l'ombre's "Letting Go At The Steering Wheel"
Holy shit. I'm in love with this album. Absolute beauty from beginning to end, and I can't stop listening to it. I actually find it hard to find the way or the right words to describe how I feel about this album. It just really moves me too well, but I'll try and talk about it a bit, by giving some thoughts on one of the songs from the album: "Your Refusal."
First of all, wow. Really wow. This song is just so wonderful. There's this whole range of thoughts and ideas and emotions going on here that I can't help but be torn between the best and worst memories of my life. The best I can compare it too is that it's like a symphonic poem in the same vein as Camille Saint-Saens' famous "Danse Macabre", and I really would put it right next to that same level of brilliance. As the song seems to tell a story through the emotions expressed and the movements contained. The song begins with the Hunt, and I'm sure some of you guys know what I mean when I say "the Hunt". It's the feeling of glancing across a room and seeing a girl daydreaming as you wonder when the right time to get up to hear her speak should be. The track goes into this and moves through the courting and builds into the dreamlike bliss of falling in love. But then it moves through this into the experience of fear... and doubt, and finally culminating in betrayal. Then, we are left suffering through the sharp pains of loss, and it lingers on this as we see loneliness embrace all thoughts and feelings. But then, as it moves through this pain, moving on becomes not just a desire, but a necessity to continue through our lives. So, the Hunt resumes, but in the shadows of this new ambition there are the memories that haunt you, and they are not memories of the loss, the fear, but instead, the best times of life, when love seemed to have no boundaries, and happiness was a bottomless well that was always overflowing from the downpour. Because these are the ones that hurt the worst.
Hmmm.... it's what I see in it, at least. It's really, REALLY, a wonderfully beautiful song (as is the whole album), and though I'm probably behind you guys in getting to hear this album, if any of you guys don't have it yet, you really need to snatch it up immediately.